I've given this a lot of thought,

I mean a lot, like .. months worth of thought.

But I really want to do this.

I want to get a tattoo. I definetely want to do it. That I know for sure,

I guess the hardest part, is trying to figure out, what exactly I want.

I know for a fact that I don't want anything colorful.

I want it strictly black, nothing huge, small.

I was thinking maybe something to do with my heritage.

Maybe some Thai script.

I really like the design that Angelina Jolie has on her back.

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I don't want the same thing obviously, her's is basically a blessing to protect her and her children..
I like the script its just a matter of what I'd want it to say, and ..god knows when I'll go back to Thailand again,

Because if I do get a tattoo I obviously want it done right.
Meaning I'd have to get it done in Thailand.

But at the same time ..do I want a design?

I don't know. I do know I want it on my  inner arm, its not hidden, its in plain view.
Because it will be a part of me.
People can either take it or leave it.

I might have to save my money to go back to Thailand. Even if its for a week.
If thats what I decide.