Smooth Criminal

It's been 2 days since he died and I need to get over it. I was pretty depressed yesterday.
I've never been this crazy over any celebrity. Im just shocked it struck me this hard.
 I havn't cried or anything just felt like, a tide wave hit me.  Like a part of my childhood is gone.

Dan cheered me up though, =)
He's terribly good at that.

We went to Wickenden and Thayer st.  Shopping and Bubble Tea, and I forgot all about it. I guess thats all it takes =)

Wickenden st, had a lot of vintage shops, I love things like that. Especially ones with Jewelry.
Not really into the ones with furniture, at least not yet anyway.

If your really into art, Wickenden st is the place to go.

I was looking for a rosary, they had lots of them but none that i really gravitated to.

We went to Thayer st, which is always a blast, It's like New York City on one street, its the one place where you can spot a person of every race, and its the one street where you can find every cuisine imaginable.
 Except maybe.. German?

Never the less its a blast going there, there are so many shops, unique ones at that, Walking up and down the street, it's always a lot of fun.

Some of the stuff I bought yesterday,

The Gold bracelet I bought from Curiosities in Wickenden for $8. That store is so cute. It's old style vintage but if your looking for a certain thing its like they have everything seperated into sections the rosarys are in one section, the bracelets and necklaces in another. buttons, little knickknacks. It's a really old fashioned bracelet but I like it, it might have been the stones that caught my eye. Shiny.

The leather bracelet I got from Pie in the Sky on Thayer, I wanted to get another one like the one I have, (the drawstring broke) but this was the only one they had, I like it though so its ok =).

I got the black glass ring from Spectrum India on Thayer, that stores is pretty neat, it has anything from India you can think of, and lots of dollar store stuff. I was really tempted to get some henna but it was a little pricey.
I really only went there to get another ring because mine broke.. glass figures.
and I ended up getting two more free because he lets you have another ring free with one purchase. He said Dan could have one too, but none of them fit him, so I took another one for myself =) I now have...4 lol. As extras just incase this one breaks again (Which it will)

Next we went to a place called Shades Plus, I love this place already, I was only in there for 3 minutes as they were about to close but they have the most awesome stuff there, Toys, Japanese, Hello Kitty, and best of all CELL PHONE CHARMS. I kind of collect them o.o.

So When I saw them I kind of had an aneurism. lol. Finally a local place to get decent cell charms!

Dan and I might go again this Tuesday, Early so we can go into Shades Plus longer then 3 minutes.
They have weird hours.

The Kewpie doll and the Kitty from Kiki's Delivery service were kind of pricey as they are official merchandise.
But I just got paid =p So its ok.

The Dog angel was really cheap surprisingly it was just a $1.00. Which is a real bargain. It's hanging on my ds right now.

So it was a blast ^_^.

I've decided to lose weight, I know I've said this so many times, and a lot of empty promises.
But Im determined to do it this time. I just feel like I really need to make a change to myself.
I want to wear jeans but not have to buy them at extroadinary prices from a certain store.  

I've already lost 5 pounds within the last week or so. I can definetely notice it in my face.
Im kind of ...crash dieting. I know what your thinking BAD, but its the one thing that work.

Calorie watching, mostly. 

and my body doesn't gain weight easily. So when I get to a certain weight it takes my body awhile to gain it back.
Im hoping to lose .. 30 more pounds to get to my ideal weight.

Dan of course says I look amazing and hes worried about what im doing, but I told him I'd be fine, and I'd let him know if there was something to worry about.

Im doing it I guess to feel confident in myself.
Im definetely not looking to be a stick figure, I still want meat on my bones, just enough to .. feel good about it.

 

I guess I had the same idea as the rest of the world, to go out and get his cds, I wanted to get them, to listen to them, just because I was depressed and felt like listening to his music, and this is what I got a lot of, These arnt my pictures,

Dan and I must have went to every story, FYE, Newbury Comics, They were all gone,

At FYE there was actually a sign that said "Go to Front for Michael Jackson Music"

So I went to the front and they offered to make me a MixandBurn cd,  Im going to pay someone to burn me a cd?

Are you kidding? I can do that at home. Which I ended up doing, at Dan's house.

So I have every song on a cd which im going to sort through when I get the chance. Put on my Ipod. 

I have a few concerts too, im going to watch at some point.

I have work tonight and tomorrow, so no time soon -_-.

**Edit**

Oh and I switched Weekends at work because they needed someone who knows the floor on the other weekend,

So im working this weekend and next Sunday. As I start the new weekend in July, But thankfully she gave me the 4th off.
 
I guess its been chaotic because they have a bunch of new people on the floor and NO ONE knows the floor. So a lot of the patients who go to bed at ...7:00 have been going to bed at like 10:00.
 
So they had to put someone who knows the floor on that weekend.. so I volunteered.

I don't care a weekend is a weekend to me. No matter who I work with. 

I just hope I didn't make a mistake in doing that.. -_- Im under enough stress as it is.

I got a raise though so, its good, not much but, its something =).

I can't believe I've been working there a year now! Seems like yesterday I was hired.