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Ive come to the conclusion that, for the time being, im not going to be using facebook or myspace for awhile.

I dont know why but I find myself really depressed, when I go to either or, just seeing people go to school and hearing them talk about things their doing in their lives.

Its just a lot for me to take.

For that reason im not going to be using either sites for whatever amount of time I need.

Its not that I dont feel happy for my friends, I just need to focus on me and my future and not so much as what I can do in comparison to them and what they are doing.

Im going to continue to update this, and my twitter, which can also be seen on facebook.

http://twitter.com/Cynicalkitty

Feel free to follow me if you like. Also if you reply to my status's on facebook I will get them =), and will reply back via twitter. 

I can also be contacted by e-mail: Annabell_Scorpione@yahoo.com

or feel free to comment.

I will get back to you in either form =)

Thanks, guys.

I've been twitter wayyy too much, it's kind of addicting, I used to make fun of everyone who did it, but I kind of see the appeal now. Short little updates about things in your life. =p.

It's 1:00am my parents just got home from Aruba, I actually missed them. Finally Luna can stop whining for someone to play with her who wont be completely exhausted from work.

I just bought these from a girl on Etsy, I've always loved the look of plugs but I never quite liked the idea of giant holes in my ears, that will never shrink.

Not only that but I like earrings in general =), So when I saw this girl's store, I jumped on these.

These are fake plugs, for people who like the look but not the aftermath, its a plug thats split in half but it connects in the middle, so there is a hole in one end of the plug and a post in the other. They attach so it looks like a plug but isnt.

I thought these were quite cute.

I've become such an etsy addict. I have 25 ++ feedback now.
I wish I could make things and sell them. Im kind of jealous of a lot of artists on here.

I bought a really cute pair of cat ears too to wear to the halloween party at work. I'll take a picture and post it at some point. They look awesome on me ^_^

Bought this a couple of weeks ago, made by a seller on etsy, silver plated wiring with swarovski crystallized elements, It looks a lot shinier in person. Definetely one of my more favorite purchases.

Like this song. I had no idea boys like girls released a new album.
 

I ordered this book off Barnesandnoble.com
It's what the Companion of Xanth pc game was based off of.
I really liked the game so when I heard it was based off this book series. I jumped on it.
If you havn't played the game its abandonware, and Im sure you can find it online somewhere.
It's a really humorous rpg ^_^

Another book I got off BandN.com Its newer so I didn't get it for as cheap a price as I got Demons dont dream ($5.00)
It's about this kid who is Asian, doesn't speak English but his family migrates to America to live with his dad, they run a store called East meets West. I like reading books about my culture, even if its not Thai specific.

  I've been buying a lot of books of BandN.com because I can get them for super cheap used and they look, brand new. This book is about a girl who is half Asian/half American, she wins a contest to draw manga and moves to Japan, leaving behind her fiance and her life. To live with a crazy asian family and fulfill her dream to draw manga?
Havn't read it yet but it sounds good.

Got this one, which I still havnt received yet, and im a little concerned about it, It's been 12 days since I put the order in, It's about this girl who becomes homeless, and sees this tragedy happen this family and she decides to live in their house, she finds little odd jobs in the mean time to make money like being an extra on a set or a waitress. It just sounds good =). 

Remember that bitch, yes bitch. Who ripped me off, I was suppose to get this book for $15.98 but she never sent it to me. I sent Paypal an e-mail telling them I never got my package nor my money, and I filed for mail fraud against her.
I found her address and phone number on google and I submitted them both to the US postal service.

Paypal pretty much took a month to process my claim, but it was worth it because I got my money back.
Now I know better to look at feedback before I blindly buy anything from a used book seller.

Her feedback on BandN.com is atrocious. It was my first time buying a book on there and I didn't even check.

Catz Books and More 4 less AKA Linda Flores from Goosecreek SC.

DO NOT BUY ANYTHING FROM HER, She will rip you off. She'll take your money and run.

If you send her an e-mail she'll send you back a reply talking about health problems or being in the hospital.
Don't believe her bullshit.
Because guess what, I bought this book a month ago, and have yet to receive it.

If you have health issues or this is too much to deal with, then you shouldn't be selling to people if you can't fulfill.

Ok so I need to take my sleeping meds and wait for them to kick in, might read, might post tomorrow, dunno.
=p

 

Today was a particular day that I found a little hard. One of my more favorite residents passed away.
This job isn't for everybody. As a CNA you deal with a lot.

If you don't like to run around, this isn't the job for you.

If you don't constantly like to be on your feet, this isn't the job for you.

If you don't like vomit, blood, or shit this isn't the job for you,

If you can't deal a lot of strain this isn't the job for you,

If you arent a caring person, this is not the job for you,

If you are afraid to get too close, this is not the job for you.

It's moments like today that just make me wonder, can I keep doing this?
They say not to get too involved, or too close, but its impossible. with this type of work.
There are people who are like that, and they are just the kind of people you hate to be around.

I think to myself, I could be making minimum wage doing something else, with less heartache.
I think to myself, I could have absolutely no job, like some other people out there.

I love my residents. So much, and I find that when im off for a few days, I miss them.
They've become my 2nd family.

I went to the emergency room 2 weeks ago I sprained my shoulder, and it was the cutest thing,
2 of my residents said they were worried about me,

It's little things like that, that make me feel like I have the best job on the planet.
Like what I do does matter to someone.

It feels good =D.

If I ever lost my job, I think I'd be lost, in my life.
Though sometimes Im tired, or lazy, or in a bad mood, and just dont feel like going,
I feel way better coming home, then I might have going into work that day.

Not a lot of people can say that, but im glad I can ^_^.

Im not going to do this my entire life, but I'm definetely going to stick with this field.
I just might be a PAC or something.

 

 

Ive been having so much trouble. Not sure why. Tossing and turning a lot more than normal..

Anyway that isnt what im about to write about, It's actually completely off topic about what im going to write about.

This little image has been surfing gamer sites everywhere. It's authentic. The new DSi XL.

The only reason I can see Nintendo, coming out with two new designs in the same year,
Is to get rid of the Flash card problem.

If you arnt aware, there are flash cards out there that allow you to download games off the internet, put them on the flash card and allow you to play them on your DS. This is Illegal. However, flash cards are allowed to exist, because they can also store data such as music, and allow recreational use for Homebrew games. 

 It's since gained a lot more knowledge with word of the R4 cartridge.
Which the original no longer is sold due to the fact that Nintendo completely destroyed the company.
But there are still a lot of off brand R4's being sold that work very similar if not at all different then the original.

At the original lauch of the DSi, hackers found that flash cards no longer worked with their DSi.
But it didn't take them long to create a card that would work on the DSi.

That's the only reason I can think that they would launch a new design this soon, hoping to market it to people who have little knowledge of flash cards and at the point in which they do find out will not work with their new system.

  The new design is shocking really. They've gone bigger, but thinner. It's like we're going back to the years of The DS Phat or the bulk DS. 

I thought we were going for smaller, more handheld. It's starting to look more like a mini laptop then anything else.

The screen is way bigger. but the battery life is a lot less, 9 - 14 hours for the XL

As opposed to 15-19 for the DSlite

I think the only reason I would consider an upgrade is if it were to change my gameplay somehow.

But all the games that work on the DSi and the DSi XL work on the ds lite.

Any DSiware is really only mini games, that arnt worth even playing.

The only hope of Nintendo actually getting rid of this flash card problem, would be to change the entire cartridge design of DS games, but Nintendo is good for one thing, they are devoted to their fanbase, their cartridge has remained the same for all 4 of their ds systems.

So those who still have a DS Phat can still play current games even if they didn't upgrade to a DSi or a DSlite.

Unlike people like Sony who's head boss said that the price of the PS3 was perfect for people who wanted the best in graphics and technology and those who didn't, did not want the best.

That sounds like someone who obviously cares more about the money he is making as opposed to the fanbase that buys the product. Gee I wonder why the PS3 has been selling so poorly.

The new DS XL releases November 20th in Japan, Quarter 1 in 2010 for everyone in the US

 

 

Do you ever find one of those movies that you expect to be something but they turn out to be something else?
I was talking with a co-worker today, and she mentioned this movie to me, she couldn't remember the name of it.
We looked it up and it turned out to be this.

It's one of those artsy, Sundance type movies, which might account for the humorous/blatent content.
It's like a dark comedy.

I actually saw this movie before she started talking about it, but I forgot the name lol.
I think I might watch it again. It was just really good. 

It's about life, love, death, sex.  Definetely worth seeing,

Oh and if you look closely Kurt Cobains daughter is somewhere in this film =p

 

So my parents left for Aruba this morning. I've been at home with Luna all day. I stopped by Wal-mart to get an organizer which I use now to put my jewelry, bought a sweater and some digestible bones for lunes.

Put $30 in the bank to buy books off bn.com among other things.

I wish I could get back into my photography, I really miss it, I constantly say that too. But I never attempt.
I need a muse I guess. I lack any inspiration to continue.

I made a twitter account. I know I used to make fun of it but I constantly update my status on myspace.
Its the exact same thing as twittering. So I thought I might as well.

Feel free to follow me if you like, let me know who you are so I can follow you too! =)

I wasn't going to comment on this because I didn't want to promote something negative, and in no way by writing this am I promoting anything, I just thought I'd share my opinion on the topic.

I can't resist, I just cannot resist talking about this.

Like everyone when I saw this "balloon" in the air and I found out that there was possibly a 6 year old stuck inside of it.
I was glued. I was working, but I kept checking back for updates, I guess the story was fascinating enough.

Defenseless 6 year old is flown away in a hot air balloon, will he plummet to his death or will he be saved, or how will he for that matter. Not to mention where is he? In the balloon? 

When they finally got it down, I thought the most hilarious part was when they were trying to put dirt on the balloon, and then they started slamming it with shovels. 

My first thoughts would be um, LETS GET THE KID OUT OF THIS FUCKING BALLOON.

Then they realized "oh shit there was a basket attached to this balloon"

They shut down a whole airport, cause the balloon was landing near the airport, sent out a surge of people to find this kid, the man power it took, the hours, the security measures.

Only to find that this kid, was in a fucking BOX in the garage,
 or was he just sitting in the living room watching it all happen on tv who knows
 

I saw this family on wifeswap, a few times, repeats. This family is wacked.

The kids don't go to school cause they are busy going with their parents on a tornado hunt.

The father, is a complete actor. On the show it looked like the guy took a caffeine iv, because he was so hyper through the entire show, including a serenade at the end...

In the back of my mind, for some reason while all this was going on, I thought of this family. lol its hilarious because I didn't expect to be right. But for some REASON. I thought of them.

  Its kind of sad to find out the whole thing was a hoax, they made this up, to be famous.
Its really sad, and its not teaching their kids any better, but then again, their kids don't go to school,
and they arn't home schooled so they don't really know much, period.

I kind of feel weird even writing this because essentially what they wanted was fame, "reality", to get money,
To be famous. Every time someone writes about them, its giving them exactly what they want.

Even if it is trash read, its a voice, its knowledge of their existence, it's "something".
Like they say "No Press is bad press"

I won't be writing any more about this family asides this one entry,
I just thought that I would write about the fact that

There are a lot of ordinary people out there who do some crazy things to get noticed and it's
I think its kind of sad that we

Give in to them.

Like all those news broadcast stations, Just to make a big headline, a hot story.
They give the people what they want most, attention.
It gives other fame seekers the impression that if they can end up tv for doing something like that I can too.

I guess what they really dont realize, is although they have a spot in history, for that moment,

Its really just 15 minutes of fame. Then everyone forgets, and moves on.

There are few people in this world who can really make an impression and let it stick forever.