14 posts tagged “happy”

 

I suck so bad at dieting.
I suck.
I suck.
I SUCK.

One of the worse things I can do when im dieting is see my b/f.
His house is like heaven for me, they have all the food my mom

refuses to buy/isn't on sale.

I don't even want to write what I ate yesterday im too embarassed.

 

Let's just say it was too much and it wasn't good for a diet.

and leave it at that.

I did some good things yesterday though.

Dan and I went to the flea market and a couple of yard sales.

He ended up buying a $1 DDR pad from a yard sale,

A pokemon Guide book for a quarter. 

Chronicle comic with a penguin on it also $1

and a bunch of food stuffs.

I ended up buying an antique mirror for $1

Some Incense 25 for $1

Also Food stuffs (baddd)

Note to self - Chicken in a biskit

DOES NOT taste like Chicken in a Biscuit.

 

I also almost got ripped off.

Ok I bought a ring off this guy it was really pretty,

shiny yellow semi-precious stone for $5.

I bought it because not only was it pretty but

 

he also said it was Sterling Silver, meaning it was real.

So I walked around for about an hour with my pretty ring, 
admiring it, oh so pretty,

Till I took it off. My finger is green.

Ok its not that I don't like fake rings, 
It just annoys the crap out of me,

when they stain my fingers.

Which is why I havn't worn them in a long time.
They would always turn my fingers green. 

Not just that but I really don't appreciate being lied to.

So I went back to the guy and returned the ring, luckily enough

I got my money back. But I had to laugh when he said,

'It must be something else thats turning your finger green,

because this is real sterling silver'. 

Right, so my finger just turned green because
I'm going through photosynthesis.

The only thing on that finger I wore was his ring!  

-_-.

I think its kind of funny how my fingers are

  

automatic fake detectors.

 

I've been wearing the ring Dan got me

for a couple of weeks now.

It still hasn't turned my finger green =).

I just looked it up online I guess

it has to do with the PH level in my skin

and the cheap metal.

So one solution is to paint clear nail polish

on the ring.

I'll have to remember that for next time.

 

Dan bought me some jewelry at the flea market too.

A $1 a piece but you can get some really nice pieces if you look hard enough.

I got a pair of cheap earrings and a really nice necklace.

I love it =).

I'd been meaning to get a new one because my old ones

keep breaking or just don't go well with what I wear.

 

Then to his grandma's house because shes home now,

and his parents were going out on errands so someone

has to constantly keep an eye on her.

I brought a few of my PS2 games over,

Dan just got a PS2 for $40 at a garage sale.

I tried to get him to play

Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas.

Hilarity ensued.

He was so confused by the slang

and I loved how he couldn't drive the car,

he kept bashing into things and getting into trouble.
So he was too afraid to move the car or break any of the rules afterwards lol.

It was fun.

 

 

Then we went for a walk when his parents got back.
At first I thought we were just going on a regular walk,

but he took me to this really old Swedish cemetary.

He had remembered how I wanted to walk through a cemetary,

near my house so he took me to one near his house.

There's something so peaceful about walking through a cemetary,
It's always so quiet and gentle.

When I go to visit the cemetary I go to, usually I like to glance and read

the other stones. 

But I'm usually with my parents so we don't stay long.

So it was good to be with Dan and on our own terms to be able to look

and see what we wanted to.

I also love reading the old ones, to think that people before our time were buried here.

Some of them were from the 1800's. Some of them were babies, 

Some stones were totally destroyed or unreadable.

It's so sad seeing a person who is buried by themself, or

a stone that has no flowers. Like that person was literally forgotten.

Sometimes I just wish I could buy enough flowers to give every grave one.

But that would cost... a crap load of money.

We must have looked at every single stone.

But there was this one stone that had the last name buried

You could just make it out but you couldn't really see it, you could tell it was completely abandoned.

So Dan and I decided to dig up the grave stone so you could at least see the last name fully.

We dug it up and then we washed it so the dirt would wash off and not just pile up again. 

It's the least we could do for Mr. Larson. 

 

 
Some grave stones were completely abandoned.
This one has a whole flower bush growing on it.

 

 This was in the cemetary too.
What a strange yet exact place for a bird to die.

 

That's pretty much it. 
Happy Memorial Day =)  

 

 


  

 

 

  

  

 

 

 

 

 

I met him.

 

 

and a few days..

maybe a week or so later,

 

we became,

 

and I don't regret one minute of it.

 

   Happy 1 year Anniversary love! <3  

I thought my anime days were over, when I had drowned myself in Anime

about 2 months ago.

I thought I'd never want to see the stuff again.

I thought WRONG. -_-.

I'm back on the hook.

So I thought I'd share one of my favorite Animes

of all time.

I listed the 1st episode which is split from

1 - 3

 

 

 

Since it's short I'll list the 2nd episode too.

 

 

 

Show us the one thing that unfailingly makes you smile, no matter what. 
Submitted by Sourire.

 

Never Fails.

Can't seem to keep track anymore lol.

 

Thank you for being on my side for once.
It's good to know that there is a chance of having a happy life,
Because right now ^_^. I couldn't be any happier if I tried.
It could be the meds.
But I really don't think so.
Because I had fun for once.

Please don't decide to shit on me when I go take these lab tests.
That's usually what ends up happening to people,
They start to see their life and what its worth,
Actually having a desire to live it,
Then they either die,
or find out they have a terminal illness of some sort,

I'm just not ready for that yet.

Love,
Me.

Your Relationship

The Basics
What is your name?
Christine

What is the love of your life's name?
Dan

How did you meet?
Well its a funny story actually, I was looking for the Psych department in college and I went to this one room it was like a study room in the middle of nowhere and he was sleeping on the chair there lol. So I guess you can say I woke him up lol and asked for directions and he was trying to explain to me, and I was just going ..''wtf' so he said why don't I just take you there. So he started talking to me and asking me things and I just felt this instant connection. Not to mention I thought he was cute. Then when he left I ran back to that area and introduced myself. Something I thought I'd never in a million years do. ^_^..

When did you meet?
college

What were your first thoughts?
He was really cute and I thought it was so brave of him, I'd never be able to just start talking randomly to someone I just met.

What/where was your first date?
Hong Kong lol.

How old were both of you?
I was 19 he was 20.

When did he/she meet your family?
I don't know the exact date but I remember being terrified. 

I just remember him being as always never scared.  

What did your family think?
My mom the typical 'he no have car, no job' blah blah.
My dad didn't think he was bad but he reminded him of my ex. Tall, glasses, family close.

When did he/she meet your friends?
Dan met Kim within about 2 weeks of us meeting.

What did your friends think?
Well Kim thought was.. a little messed up on first glance but once she hung out with him

She saw that he was a normal guy.

Have you talked about marriage yet?
yes

What is the marriage verdict?
 in time  

Have you talked about kids yet?
lol yes again in time.

How long into the relationship was your first argument?
didn't take long, maybe 2 months?

What did you argue about?
Mostly him not calling me or e-mailing me.
Trying to contact me, While I was always trying to him,

I knew he still loved me because he wanted to see me,

He was just not used to having a girlfriend.

The fun stuff

Who flirted first?

Well I was the first one to introduce myself, but him he always walked me to my car before I left school and he went off with his mom and he would give me a hug everytime I was going to go. Which I thought was so strange first meeting him. I never get hugs from ANYONE.

How did you know he/she was into you?
Again the whole hugging thing and everytime he would see me he would jump up

like he was just so excited to see me. He had this big smile on his face.

Did he/she use a pick-up line? If so, what was it?
nope.

What is longest you have gone without seeing each other?
a week 

Were you friends before dating?
for a couple of days lol.

Do you like the same sports teams?
ugh we hate sports.

When did you meet his/her friends?
I've met Dave, Josh, Cory but I have yet to meet Brian.

How do you feel about his/her friends?
They seem like nice people, I wonder how he can stand some of them sometimes but

they all mean well. lol

When you are both in the car, do you agree on the music?
It's usually my Ipod we're listening to because his has too much orchestral, so I'll try to put on something upbeat. He's not into slow music and cars I guess.

Did you get nervous before the first date?

of course..

The Hardships

Have you been through anything really tough together?
yeah

What?
Just all the arguments we've had.

Have you come close to breaking up?
good couple of times yeah.

Why?
Again just stupid crap.

Why did/do you feel it was/is important to work things out?
We love each other and we can't seem to see our lives without each other.
We've had too many good times together.

Has he/she seen you cry?
yes

Has he/she made you cry? How?
yes, just frustration.

Have you made him/her cry?
yeah =(.

Why?
I think I just stressed him out a lot with the arguments

and talk about if I may possibly die. I guess the thought makes him sad.  

What do you do to fix problems in your relationship?

try to talk it out.

The Ummm.... Personal Stuff

Who held hands first?
it was kind of mutual.  

What was the first kiss like? (on the cheek, the lips, etc.)

Well it was his first kiss so it was a bit awkward,

but just that feeling of being in love again and just knowing it was

his first kiss and him being so nervous. 

and me kissing a totally different guy besides my ex. 

Someone I was really falling for and I knew felt the same way,

It was better than my first kiss.  

Who kissed who first?
It's so weird because it was something we both leaned into.

How did you feel after that first kiss?
Euphoric. Amazing, just feeling really warm and just good.

Who made the first "big" move?
o.0 im confused about this question. 

I think it was again mutual.  

How did you feel?
Im still confused.

How long into the relationship did you umm... do the "deed"?
lol um... 2 months?

Are things in the bedroom still 'hot'?
lol definetely.  


Your Friends and Your Guy/Girl

Do any of your friends absolutely hate him/her?
nope

Why?
cause they love me and they will love anyone im with.

Do you go on group dates?
Well once to Lincoln Casino lol.

Does your guy/girl consider any of your friends to be his or hers?
not that I know of.

Do any of your friends talk bad about your partner to you?
no

How do you respond?
no need.

Does what your friends think affect your relationship?
not really, Im pretty content.


How much do you REALLY Know? (About your partner...)

Birthday?
August 5th

Parent's names?
Merry and David

Pet's Names?
Mischa, Lola, Bono, The Edge,

Favorite Food?
Pasta Bake, I believe.

Favorite Song?
God he has so many.
But The Fly - U2 I would guess.

Favorite color?
oh shit, um blue and green? lol.

Favorite Animal?
bunny?

Favorite TV Show?
Boston Legal, Whose Line is it anyway. 

Favorite sports team?
haha sports suck.

Favorite Movie?
I don't think he has one..

Dream Car?
anything that drives.

Where was he/she born?
This one I have no idea.

Where did he/she grow up?
Massachusetts

Who is his/her best friend?
Dave, Josh, Cory. lol.

Worst Fear?
me dying? or being without me.   

Biggest Celebrity crush?
Paul Dano LOL..

Pants size?
um ...

Shirt size?
L/XL

Shoe size?
12?  

Some relationship randoms!

Do you share money? Checking account, savings, stock, etc.?
nope.

What was your first major purchase together?
um..coffee? lol.

Are you planning anything major right now?
nope just living life in the now.  

What? (trips, marriage, family, buying a car together)
Nothing right now.

Is there anything you wish was different?
I wish I could see him more.

Would you have done anything differently up until now?
Probably fought less.

Do you see a real, successful future together?
I'd like to =).

 

What, to you, is the first sign of spring? Have you seen it yet?
Submitted by Spy.

 

Well when Dunkin Donuts gives away free Ice Coffee for one.

Today being the day ^_^.

Actually, I guess its just that feeling in the air, where you can walk outside without a jacket

and you feel right. It's not too cool but its not too warm its that just right feeling.

I love days like that, they make me feel good just being here.

Skirt Days! lol.  

Well on top of that and allergies hitting you like a hurricane. Sneezing, all day.